When I started planning this picture book journey, I was full of ambition. I mapped out how I’d tackle each step, from setting up my website and YouTube channel to actually making progress on the book itself. But reality hit—hard. Everything took way longer than I expected, and now I’m already behind…
I launched my Instagram, posted my first video, and started working on the second one. And then—three weeks passed. Just like that. So… what happened?
I want to do my very best. I don’t want to put out anything less than I’m capable of, but is that really reasonable?
Today, I made a promise to myself: no matter what, I’m publishing that video by the end of the week. No more overthinking. No more waiting until it’s perfect. Honestly—who’s even watching right now? Some days, it feels like I’m talking into the void. I get lost in self-doubt, feel stuck, and wonder if I’m even on the right path. It’s been a rollercoaster of lows and discomfort.
But I’m going to do it anyway. Even if I’m not completely proud of the end result, a step is still a step—even if I stumble along the way.
I wanted to share this little ramble with you to be real about the struggle. If you’re in the same boat, just know—you’re definitely not alone.
One Hour Wonder 